so, yeah once again i have no morals or even a sense of what's right.
i just told u guys that i has broken up wt my ex and i just saw him as a friend, and blah, blah, blah, yeah it's all just a bunch of blahS cuz in the end, i always come back to him, and it sux!!!!!!!
jesus, it's cuz... it's like this, i was dating this guy and he stopped talking to me for like a whole week, and i thought (oh he's over me, that's fine, i like him, but i'm not gonna waste my day being mad at him) so i went out wt my friends and shit, and then another week had passed and this guy called me and he was really nice and stuff (the same guy ok?) and last wednesday he said that we would go out and he would come by and pick me up, and guess what, he didn't! i waited for like 2 hours and he didn't show up, he didn't even call to say he was running late or anything, so i was like, yeah he's really over me.
And he didn't call for another week or so, what did i do? just didn't care as well, why should i care? he doesn't care obviously, so why should i? soooo, tuesday i talked to my ex, and we were fine, we were both just fine, and he asked if i could go out, i said i could, and then, one thing let to the other... and now the other guy who barely dumped me, is after me like crazy, my ex and i are just FINE... i don't know how to define us, it's always like that... and now... i don't what the fuck i should do... as always!
and like, in brazil this saturday is valentine's day, and like 4 people asked me if i could go out, and i don't know what the F*CK i should do...
so i'll probably just stay home or go out wt my friends, cuz i don't wanna do anything stupid anymore, oh and that was on tuesday... and me and my ex, we met again last night... so yeah i REALLY don't know what i should do!
and the funny thing is, i'm calling him my "boy toy" and i put that in my MSN messenger, and that guy who dumped me, came up to me and asked if that was him... and as i don't know in what page we're on... i said yes haha I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF, deceiving every fucking one!
well, what the hell... i'll let u know some other day what happened =/